Down to the Wire...

So I just this minute confirmed that it would be impossible for me to attempt studies whilst working full time. It just is. Exams are on Saturday, three days away and I'm not caring to even look at a book. And I'm not panicking or feeling guilty even. I was on a roll on Wednesday last, working all thru the night, and into the morning. And then I had to go to class and that was the end of it. Took me close to ten days to get to that point, ten days with having nothing else to do but study. This Saturday would make it about ten days since...go figure.

The end is in sight, and it's more of a relief than anything else. I don't plan to fail, I'm just having a hard time getting started. The thing is that I know a few hours/days of work will be worth it, so why is it so hard to find the motivation to proceed? Maybe I'm tired of it all. Maybe it's just a piece of paper to me at the end of the day. Maybe the content is simply boring or the theory obvious. But I'll pull through, I know I will and it's not about my being cocky or overconfident - it's about my having to be able to look back on this without regret.